我同我男朋友一齊咗一年半就黎兩年,但係由於各種原因,我地已經兩個月冇發生關係。我原本同現任一齊之前係一個頗開放嘅女仔,而且性慾比較強,所以有幾個sp。於是我打開交友app,揀咗一個啱傾嘅男仔,主動相約去酒店。
見面後先發現佢係一個靚仔,真係超級靚仔,講野亦都非常溫柔紳士。我哋一入到酒店房就開始熱吻,期間佢問我有咩特別性癖,我就話我鍾意主奴。喺發生關係嘅過程之中,佢不斷以我鍾意嘅方式辱罵我、命令我,我都好順從地叫佢做主人。正常黎講,對住一個咁靚仔又有技巧、有尺寸既男人,仲要係我最鍾意嘅主奴play,我一定會慾火焚身。但係我冇,我成個腦都係我男朋友,心不在焉,諗緊男朋友喺邊度做緊啲咩,下體幾乎完全濕潤唔到,最後要依靠潤滑液先成功性交。
呢幾日我不停覺得愧疚,好大罪惡感,好怕我男朋友會發現。但係我諗唔明,明明係我主動出軌,出軌對象各方各面都好過我男朋友多多聲,但係點解我都係一路不停咁掛住緊我男朋友?今次第一次出軌嘅體驗非常差,遺留落黎嘅情緒我都唔係幾承受到,我諗以後都唔會再有,呢樣嘢令我不停擔驚受怕,唔敢面對我男朋友,真係好辛苦⋯
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